So, wherever you are -
train, plane, bus, office, shopping mall, coffee bar, bed, armchair - all you
need to do is draw a half-inch (12mm) blob on a piece of paper and look at it
for five seconds. Don't worry about the time exactly, just look at the blob and
count to five.
OK, that's it. Because of
the novelty you probably managed it. Congratulations, you can meditate.
Surprised it's that easy? Well, it is only the beginning, but don't
underestimate it, it is a beginning. Now you've mastered that you can go on and
meditate anywhere. All you need is a blob, or something that resembles the
blob, or the ability to imagine a blob.
What you did, even if only
for a few seconds, is turn your conscious brain off, the busy bit of it, the
bit that won't stay still. It's that bit that always leaps in when you have got
a moment to yourself. It won't let you forget what you've got to do, what you
should have done, or said, or wish you'd done or said. It's that bit that eats
away at your peace that might be keeping you awake at night that invades your
head the moment you wake up in the morning.
Now we can go back to the
blob. Eventually, when you become really proficient, you may be able to
meditate (whatever we decide that is) for long periods on the black spot or, in
true meditation fashion, a candle. It's very difficult to do that in the early
days, so be content if you can manage it for several seconds. We can easily
extend that period if we let our subconscious mind in on the act.
Just observe, stay detached,
and allow the blob to take on a shape or change color. Don't think what color
you want it to be. Sit back and let your watching self be amazed by what
happens.
If any ideas or images are
so persistent that you feel inclined to shift them, don't. Don't get caught up
in the detail, the bait that wants to drag you back into brain-mode, stay
remote and observe how you are feeling. What makes that image a problem - your
anger, weakness, fear? Whatever it is it doesn't matter, identify it, accept
it, and the image with its feeling will eventually move on. Notice you are
identifying and accepting the feeling, becoming aware. Don't judge it, defend
it, argue or respond in any way. You are the observer, totally impartial.
So, let's go back to the
blob. If you like the blob you have created, hang on to it because as soon as
your mind recognizes the piece of paper and the same blob, it will prepare
itself for what will follow.
We're going to give the blob
20 seconds this time. Not that we're going to measure the time or count
numbers. We're just telling ourselves that for 20 seconds we are going to
observe a black blob on a page. If it's more or less, it doesn't matter, the
crucial part is that we don't get in the way.
Sorry, I'd like to make it
sound more complicated, but I can't. All you have to do is let whatever happens
happen. What might happen? Well, it might change color, we've already touched
on that. Then, it might become someone's face. You might recognize them, but
don't worry about names, keep your distance. It might become a different shape,
it might become three-dimensional, it might become an animal, a household
object... It could become anything, or it may just stay a blob.
What you've achieved is
giving your subconscious the chance to play. It may be like a child when you
take it to the park for the first time, the space is so huge and the freedom so
awesome that it doesn't want to go anywhere or do anything. But give it time
and it will happily go off and do its own thing.
Be bold, try the blob for a
whole minute. If you find that your mind is invaded by your day-to-day
thoughts, then stop. Some meditation books might tell you to bring your mind
back to your point of concentration (in our case the blob), and for some people
this will work. But sometimes it is better to congratulate yourself on the
period you've achieved and move on to something else.
Gradually you will find that
the meditation game extends to a few minutes. You might find yourself smiling
at some of the images that pop into your head. Remember, meditation is not a
solemn, somber enterprise. It is to relax and refresh you first, and then
perhaps you will get insights into your life. But the first phase is to get
your subconscious to enjoy the freedom of escape.
Some people will achieve
blob watching without any 'mind' interference in hours, others might not feel
entirely convinced they've achieved it at all. It doesn't matter, wherever
you're at, it's time to move on because different people respond in different
ways, and maybe a slightly different approach will help you on your way.
The next step is to impose a
shape, color or face on our blob. In fact, you probably don't need the physical
blob now. You can probably close your eyes and imagine it. Try it, and then
play with it.
So, can't empty your head of all but a blob? Imagine or visualize tipping
all that buzz stuff, all the problems and junk (it's normally problems and junk
that fill our heads) into a bin or shredder. Or put it all in a basin of water
and watch it dissolve. Try it now, don't try to identify what these things are
that you're pouring into the water, but notice what color the water becomes as
they dissolve, red, blue, black. Then, obviously, we just pull the plug and
they swirl away with a fond farewell. They haven't gone forever, but shouldn't
get in the way of your meditation for a while. And you can get back to creating
your own blobby faces, without the pressure of the world on your shoulders.
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